argh sibeh sian.... really gonna freak out liao.. recently keep feel like emo.dunno y maybe is because of N lvl ba.. wa life really bored without fun. all of them hab different way of doing haiss.. miss them .dunno y , whenever i get angry my heart will feel fcking pain , and ytd puke a little bit of blood .. i really wan to find out wat happen to me . maybe i gonna die? or wat? i being hiding from my parent as they can see i in pain, i was trying to hide the painful emotiong. so can dun let them worry.. thn today going check up le.. john , eileen and joshua wanna pei me go ... thnx bro :)... maybe i was thinking.. Ite liao i maybe wan put tattoo :) maybe only .. cos my bro treating me haha.. so fun with u guys.. now u the 1 who closet to me although i hab some little attitude problem .. maybe i was too stress ba anyhow release my anger. i noe i was wrng but could u giv me time to recover?
eileen... do u still rmb wat i say to u? i will make a promised with u ... , john take good care of urself , u shldn't play any sport with tht hand.. u must listen to doctor advice k? stop worrying me, i alrdy too STRESS AND FUCK UP alrdy .. Joshua , thnx for caring me all these time.. u shld study hard too , dun wasted ur life play all this kind of gangster thing. k? it really no life at ALL!
PPL change realy fast they could change to another person juz for a person .. i realise guys can change juz because of a gal.. and they could'nt accept it the fact.
they rather go out with gal thn brothers. bo bian cos Gf is more important , but do u ever think of how ur bro wil feel?although last time i gt stead but i still pei u guys go out.When they playing ur feeling , ur friend hao xing tell u , u juz ignore it and take it they will nv do such thing.. u rather being stubborn thn listen to some 1 worry abt u.. even i always tease u or disturb u.. it my way of making ppl laugh. everytime i ask u go out , because i wanna let u reduce stress.. u really vey stress and really feel sad i can see. ur face telling ppl u alrd very sad but u at home i noe u will do more silly things or watever stupid thing.ask u pei me go out u dunwan everytime, when she wanna meet u or she is working, u fly to her imediatly. even u noe she only play with u BUT u will be happy enuff to see her or with her.. suan le ba , i noe now u fcking hate me.. nvm de i understand.. cos these years i keep on disturbing u and make u angry.. it ok i understand. but i hope u dun do anything silly or being play by her anymore. see u being play by a gal , u noe how i feel? u really a very good brother to me, but i do not cherish at all. ya i really stupid too, and everything is too late.i told u b4. if u cant even handle a relationship , u did'nt even stead with her and u feel hurt le , wat if u stead le thn break? u noe the feeling is very hard to take it. even for me, i took 2 -3 month to forget it.Hope u will be happier thn the past :)Labels: i really regret wat i hab done.. if time could roll back i really will not show u any fcking attitude anymore
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